leaving tomorrow night

Sam's already in England tonight with our friend Richie. I'm wrapping things up here getting ready to leave tomorrow night to join up with them at our hostel in Greenwich on Sunday morning. My emotions come in waves of anxiousness and excitement, with extremes of terror and elation in between. Every once in a while my eye starts to twitch and that's when I know I have to do something to get my mind off it all. I played the piano for about 2 hours today trying to do just that. Tonight I'm taking a very strong sleeping pill.